I knew this was it. It's now or never.
What better time than this? With something I love so much on-screen.
And so without thinking too much about it, without dwelling too long over it, without allowing myself time for regret and doubt to eat their way through, I challenged myself and just went ahead with it.
It wasn't at all too bad, really.
Somewhat daunting, but not unbearable daunting.
And look, I survived.
For the first time yesterday, I entered a theatre on my own and sat through the entire film.
The plus point was that I wasn't disturbed - I had the entire row to myself, could sit in whichever fashion I liked, I didn't have to worry about my neighbours disturbing me with trivial comments, I didn't have to bother with ceaseless munching all around me, I didn't have to put up with flashing handphone lights and constant messaging.
And the best plus point?
I could really focus on the film and ponder and analyze over whether was the film really stop-motion or did Tim Burton pull a fast one on us?
I appreciated all the little details in the film much more, because it was the second time I was watching it, and because I was alone to fully enjoy it.
And was I proved right?
Yes, it was liberating.
Now, I really have abolished all reason for human companionship.
I could climb Mount Everest, survive Vietnam, embark on a dangerous mission to aid Palestinians in Isreal, whatever, just throw it at me.
I could be the next Angelina Jolie.
There's nothing stopping you now. No, not really.

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