I've been left high and dry.

I don't know if this is God's idea of "everything working out alright", but at the moment, I feel like I've been taken on a ride.

I'm a fool.

Part Two hasn't happened yet, in case you were wondering.

I seriously have no clue as to what's going on.

Sometimes, most times recently, I wonder what's the use of doing so many things and trying so hard?

Perhaps nothing matters anymore.

Everything's just futile.


**

I'm on MC today.

My eyes have been giving me some problems, it's twice in 2 months that I've been on MC for swollen and sore eyes.

I used to get this problem alot when I was in secondary school.

I HATED it.

Now, like a bad past, it's coming back to haunt me.

Thanks but no thanks. =(