I love James Blunt.

I don't care that the one song has been on my replay mode for ages. Ever since I heard it being used as a track to promote the "Lost" trailer.

I can go on listening to him forever.

I love love love James Blunt. Don't you just?


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I did it.

Unlike what my last post suggested, I didn't wait for the golden, perfect opportunity to manifest itself.

Sometimes, it may be a good thing to subdue the perfectionistic nature in you.

Just let loose. Go with the flow. Allow your spontaneous side to reign once in a while.

And so I did it.

In a rather timidly way, in my opinion. But still, I'm proud of myself for finally following through and acting upon my desires instead of procrastinating the entire time and eventually end up berating myself for lost opportunities and missed chances, like what I'll tend to do.

It seemed to have turned out pretty well, however. The entire thing.

But I can't be too sure yet because I've been away.

I'll find out soon enough when I get back.

In the meantime, you can't imagine just how many times I've silently appealed to The Lord above to "just let the whole thing work out".

I don't even know what I mean by those words exactly, but I'm sure that He does.

And that He will.

The entire episode has been really draining for me.

Without really expecting it, I broke down and cried last night.

It was a good cry, like a good, clean catharsis.

I didn't feel any worse for wear after that.

There's going to be a Part Two.

I'll write more when it happens.